never practiced yoga in my life
never did anything serene, with relaxation
always anxious, always nervous
now feels like I'm living someone elses life
not mine, not me, not found, nor lost
seeing pictures of others serenely enjoying life
feels like betrayal of my soul
feels like it's been lost before i could ever find it
i wan' a different life
don'no how to change this one
i just know i don't want it
